This year has been a very challenging one. I’ve seen and witnessed a lot of craziness. I’ve endured a lot of heartbreak. I’ve lost people who I never thought I’d lose.
My life has been transformed by many little things.

I look back and realize all the things that I need to work on and all the things that are irrelevant and that I need to let go.

I see how flawed and imperfect I am. I see how selfish and unreasonable I can be… I’m done hating myself for it and I’m done with the “blame game”
I know my heart problems, I know all about my flaws, mistakes, and problems.

I’m ready to tackle all the things I need to and work on bettering myself more and more each day.

I can’t change anything that has happened, so I’m deciding to embrace and see the good in everything that has happened.

Horrible and heartbreaking things happen for a reason… And God can use any negative thing for the good.

Time to just embrace whatever comes and use it in anyway I can for the good.


Spot on.


Spot on.

Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going. No feeling is final.

Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Hours (via hrsvt)

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